I am so pampered

It got to be the Lord watching over me. Showing me attention and care through people around me. He knows that I am about to fall sick again so before I could even go for my swim, it started to rain. The whole day I was with various friends in the office chatting and having a great time catching up.

In the evening, my new friend brought me to have porridge and we had a great time chatting. Then when I got home, my flowers are still smiling at me. Not only that, my nice neighbour came over when I was trying to my own temperature. He decided I should have some grapes and so he brought me a big pack of seedless grapes.

Thank You for Your love.

I wonder what's the message...

Recently I have been very busy with my life - wearing many hats and conceptualising for the new business. Almost breathless and crying out to Daddy God for help.

Then 2 weeks before the new course that I signed up for 6 months ago, I was informed to hand in my Assignment 1. I was shocked because I have no idea what they are talking about. Apparently, they have forgotten about me and now instead of 2 months, I have only 2 weeks to have the whole assignment completed. Any 2 weeks will not have been so problematic but these 2 weeks are the start of incoporating my new business, meeting up with investors and potential therapists and practitioners etc.

These 2 weeks also happen to be the end of my lease at the previous shop. All had been arranged for the partition to be torn down but just one week prior to the hand over, the owner informed me not to do so because the new tenant liked the partition. Great, so I went to the shop 2 days before the handover to clean up the shop and pull down the decals. Didn't managed to complete it within the day so I decided to leave my things behind to come back the next day.

Immediately that night, the owner sms me to have the wall torn down because the new tenant backed out. I was given 7 extra days from the end of the lease to do so. I was upset but I believe God knows and this happens for a reason. All has been arranged only to be told 2 days later, on the day of tearing it down that it was not necessary any more.

Went to the shop to meet up with the owner to hand over the keys only to realise the new one had already moved in. Without my permission, they have thrown away some of the things that I left behind. I was even more upset but what can I do. I could have been really angry and kick up a fuss but in the end I didn't.

Everything turns out alright when I started to count my blessings. In all these that had happened, nothing really went very wrong. He has always took care of me. A little frustration is ok when I no longer have to spend money on tearing down the wall. I even got back my deposit for the shop. Interestingly, the short span of time caused me to be more focused in doing the assignment. I had a fever due to the stress but was eventually ok too. Thank You!

With all these happening, I can only tell that my blessings that are to come are going to be plentiful and great!

Healing Party

This days I hardly prepare myself the normal way before a session. I have learnt to prepare myself spiritually instead. Today, as usual, I allow the Holy Spirit to guide me in my therapy sessions.

I am glad that Bingz, my associate therapist, came up with the idea of a Healing Party which is rather popular in other countries. However, it is not so in Singapore because of people's lack of knowledge in alternative treatments. They still prefer being medicated even though they know such will simply create certain side effects.

But as usual, the Lord works in an unpredictable way. After the promotion ended a month or two, a client called up and decided that her friends and she would like to celebrate their birthday differently. They wanted to pay more attention to their health and that's really a great way to set a birthday resolution to take care of one's health.

2 of them started with Bingz for Quantum Touch while the other 2 were with me for HypnoSpa. This was followed by a treat to sugarless, dairy free, eggless mango cake. They felt so relaxed, so happy that you can hear them laughing and giggling in the room while sharing their experiences.

I am really glad we are part of their celebration!

And guess what? The most amazing thing that the Lord did was the refer came from an insurance agent who cares for her client and went the extra mile to tell her about my service. The next most amazing thing that happened was the fact that out of the 4 clients who came, 2 of them have met me before in JB. 1 of them was my client many months ago. When they heard that it was me, they immediately supported the idea!

Praise the Lord!

God Favours Me

I was supposed to borrow the car from my brother-in-law to drive to my friend's place as she was heart broken. But my sister had to work OT and in the end, I didn't get to drive the car. Guess what, when we decided to pick up my sister using the car, one of the tyre punctured!

My brother-in-law decided to pick her up on his motorbike and gave me a ride home first. And then it happened. I just stepped into the house and it started pouring heavily. Isn't that amazing?! How can I not noticed I am favoured? Impossible!

"God really loves you!" said Chin

That's really true. She told me that God knows me so well that He came down to my level of understanding to show me He knows and He provides.

Incident 1

I was searching for a suitable office for sometime. Praying for one that will be rid of all the issues that I am currently encountering. On the day I was supposed to meet up with a couple of agents to view different offices, I saw in my mind a unit with a metal roller shutter that opens up to 2 offices on my left and a long hall on my right.

In deed, that was the office I came to on my second appointment of the day! I was shocked because it looked exactly as what I saw in my vision. When I asked for a clear confirmation that night from God, the image of the office appeared in my mind and the message was as follows:-

"How much clearer do you need? You saw the place even before you see the place."

That was it! I took it the very next day!


Incident 2

Like I have mentioned previously. Things weren't that easy for me at the moment. This morning I was reading my daily devotion and this is the quote.

See God’s Goodness In The Midst Of Evil

 Matthew 2:13
13… an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream, saying, “Arise, take the young Child and His mother, flee to Egypt, and stay there until I bring you word; for Herod will seek the young Child to destroy Him.”

It was explained that, “Tell My people that if they want to understand what I am doing, just look at what the devil is doing and see it in reverse. That is what I am doing, multiplied many times over.”

It is as if God knows that I was going to feel really hurt and defeated today. He seems to know that the devil is going to resort to hurting me through people I love most because that's where I am most vulnerable. Remembering this puts a huge smile on my face!


Incident 3

I saw this application in Facebook that says "On this day, God wants you to know..." so, I decided to give it a try and this is what it said,

... that all is well. All is going according to plan. Trust that there is a bigger picture. Trust that life is unfolding as it should.

John 3:19

"Destroy this temple, and I will raise it again in three days."

I have asked of the Lord to speak to me as I felt disheartened at this point of time. Matters are overwhelming especially financially.

The noise level of my neighbours is getting intolerable and their cooking never really ceased. My other therapists would also like to do their sessions at my shop but space constraint makes it difficult. Pre-mature termination of the lease has become a must after my current landlord turned nasty and sowed discord between my neighbours and I.

Financially, I am at a stand still though clienteles are increasing and so are business opportunities with other organisation. I felt rather helpless at the point when my neighbour "insulted" me in mandarin when I greeted him not knowing that my landlord has sowed the seed.

I do not have a Hypnotherapist to go to. So I am really thankful I have Jesus. He is my therapist. When I asked for encouragement. That's what He said. I do feel that I am in destruction but now I know He reign in my life. So that's not going to happen.

The Power of The Word

Got to share this with you! God's word no play play! He is powerful and He is present!

During one of the therapy session I had with a client, she had openly expressed that she is a believer and thus she is awfully troubled by what's happening in her life. I asked for her permission if I could pray for her and use the words during the therapy session. She was pleased.

"Peace I leave with your. My peace I give to you....Let not your heart be troubled. Do not be afraid." John 14:27

This was the verse that I used during our session. This was only the first session. A week later, 2 days before the next session, she sms me to cancel the appointment.

She shared with me that she has gotten out of her situation and understand that it is all in the mind. "Let not your heart be troubled." She thanked me for helping her to relax her mind and understand God's gift. In fact, she was so much better now in her personal life, that she has gone ahead in setting up her own business.

Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!

By the way, don't worry about my business... "The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want." Psalm 23:1

Holy Spirit, thank You for convicting me everyday...

Holy Spirit, thank You for convicting me everyday of God's righteousness given to me as a gift.

Last night I was feeling lousy as I looked at my undesirable financial history. The way I handled money that resulted in my current financial situation. I was looking at the life I was brought up in - abused as a child, abused as a wife. So broken, helpless, hopeless.

Who am I to deserve the status I have today? People trusting in me with their issues and money. And miraculously, God helping them through me as I see each and everyone leaving the office feeling calm and smiling.

This morning, after a long weekend of full-day training, I was catching up with my reading of "Destined to Reign Devotional". I felt God heard me and was telling me to have no doubt of His choice and His blessings especially when I came to 29 Feb and 1 Mar.

Don't Give Up At Thirtyfold!

Mark 4:8

"But other seed fell on good ground and yielded a crop that sprang up, increased and produced: some thirtyfold, some sixty and some a hundred."

"If you have seen only a thrityfold increase in your situation, don't give up. The sixtyfold, then hundredfold increases are on their way to you!" Ah huh! Indeed I have seen the thirtyfold in my business for the past 2 months. Now, as it slows down a little and I was reminded of my past, I am at the verge of giving up. But no! The Lord knows and He reminded me. Thank you!

God Can Use Those Whom The World Rejects

1 Corinthians 1:26

"For you see your calling, brethren, that not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called."

"God chooses the weak, the small, the forgotten and the losers to confound those mighty in the world." I hear you Lord. I asked that God shows me His presence in ways I can understand and know He is by my side and He did.

Could I still chance upon these two verses when I read the book some other time? Oh yes, definitely. It's in print! But could I have read it timely to sooth my heart and mind? No if without God's intervention. I was supposed to have 2 straight appointments in the morning. They were both rescheduled soI had the time to sit down and catch up with my reading that I have placed aside for 4 days straight.

Thank you Jesus!

When your heart is PURE the Lord will provide

My initial understanding of this statement was to be pure at heart in helping people. That is the time when I told God that I am ready and I firmly believed that He will provide. He did! From money for a place to a place that brings about an amazing, unexpected free publicity from MY PAPER's interview. It was splendid. My appointments flow in as promised.

However, I have later understood that it is not by my pureness of the heart to help people but by the fact that I seek God to do the work and expect to recieve from the Lord, His grace upon me, that led to the provision.

The PURE that I understand now is to set my heart to purely seek God's rest. For all that is humanly possible to be done, I did, at least to my complete capability and capacity. With a business like mine, only God will be able to bring about miracles financially and most importantly, miracle in healing those who seek help from my service.

I am in the Ministry of Rest

It took me a while before I figure out I am in the Ministry of Rest. My profession is to help people find rest in their heart and life through their mind. I have often started the therapy with teaching them how to sleep better; to have a more restful sleep. To relax and let go. Through proper rest, they may no longer need me to resolve the initial issues that they came to me for. It's of course always easier if they know God because that's where Rest is. All I need to do, is to teach them to simply let go and trust God in their mind which in turn control their heart. However, those who do not, is a little tougher.

The Lord is good. He is generous. He is loving. He is a good God who cares even for those who have yet know Him. I shall do what I have to do while believing that He is working in, with and through me to help those who come to me for help. Afterall, I believe He was the One who arranged for these clients to look me up.

Actually, I didn't know about the Rest or Sabbath being the most important of the Commandments. Or that what I am doing currently is inline with God's message for us this year. I wouldn't have known any of these have I not felt a need to return to church last Christmas. Some how I just felt it is time to return. Gave a call to my friend and visited New Creation's Christmas service.

At that point of time, I was away from church for almost 5 to 6 years. Relationship with God is only my frequent one way conversation with Him. I was asking for assurance that what I am now involve in is my life purpose and that God will continue to provide. I guess that's how He wants me to hear Him - loud and clear.

Pastor Prince has been sharing God's message on Rest. The timing of the message and the setting up of my clinic is an uncanny coincidence. The setting up of my clinic was one of the greatest blessings in my life which I will share later.

A roof over my head

After transfering my share of the flat to my ex-husband, I never had a place of my own even now. However, I always have a roof over my head with minimal hassle to search for one.

Going over to Australia to study on a budget, the only lodging I could afford was to share a room. The Lord must have had this settled way before my arrival as I met a girl who was willing to share the room with me. A total stranger who had no need to share a room as she was so rich that she could have afforded an apartment all for herself. Yet, there she was, willing to share a room with me for my two years stay there. Kind, sweet and tolerating.

My return to Singapore was also quite an event, for I moved house at least four times within a year. Yet, never once, I have to worried I got no where to stay. Doors were always opened for me to move in.

Now, I need to move out of my current flat again. So coincidentally, a good friend actually bought one and offered to rent me a room even before something happened at my current place that forces me to have to shift again.

It is beyond me to understand why I still could not own a place of my own that I could call home but I chose to believe that God has His plans for me. I know He had probably went ahead of me to prepare my home. Thank you, Lord. Thank you Jesus.

9 years ago, He made His promise known

I was at another bottom of my life drama 9 years ago. Just walked out of a broken and abusive marriage. Left the church for my members felt that divorce was against the law preached in the bible even if it meant that I need to continue living in an abusive environment. I still remember the last words that my pastor told me after failing to convince me to remain in that unbearable marriage.

"You are answerable to GOD!!"

Yeah, I remember that and I agree to that. Is to God that I am answerable. Not man, certainly not one who got upset because I pleaded for understanding that leaving the marriage was my last choice to save my own sanity and life.

That very year when I went overseas to further my studies, a stranger that I met in a shop, told me this

"When your heart is pure, God will provide."

Of course, given such an out-of-the-blue statement, I pay little attention to it. In fact, I don't even remember the words till last year. A year of change for me.

9 years ago, He made His promise known. 9 years later, I realised that He has been carrying out His promise all these years. Now, when I finally am ready, His blessings are flowing endlessly.